Calculus

I went to my math school today since June when exams were comeing near. I restarted my Calculus and they scrapped the limits that I was on and automatically started me off with Derivitives. The first question, what a bitch lol. JK. I just had to remember limits whcih I totally forgot then I found out after doing so much of it there is even a much much much more shorter way to find the answer. Pissed me off! Then I started with Binomial Derivities and Fractional Derivites, I was crushed. I had to freakin’ factor and expand cubic and quartic equations….soooooo long….then after doing that stuff for so long….they taught me a shorter way…I was super pissed! haha. There was a teacher there that kept on coming over to see what I do and he kept on bugging me and everytime I had trouble on a question, he would just take my paper away and try to work on the question himself leaving me to watch him. It was stupid ’cause for the whole hour he was with me, he did not teach me squat. The University students there had to teach me and that guy didn’t do one dam thing to help me. I was pissed off, that guy was off in a world of his own trying to solve a question instead of helping me. Then I got so screwed up because there was fractions…geeze, fractions are so hard man especially with factored quadratic and cubic and addition with multiplication…its all too complicated. The funny thing was that I spent the whole entire time their doing only one page. Unfortunately…I was only able to do a third of the work and then they had to close. After math school, I went to a bookstore and bought two kickash textbooks costing like 200 bux in total and when I am done with them…I get to return them its like so cool. I bought textbooks to learn in the summer and stuff and I get to return them afterword that is like sooo cool. Anyways…then I went to Chapters and bought a couple of magazines. I haven’t played guitar for like five days now and I still gotta learn 2 songs before my next lesson. LOL I bought three guitar magazines and one gaming magazine. I”m gonna like not read any of them until like when September starts.

GRrrrr my parents are so embarrassing. We went to the book store and then all of a sudden, my mom starts speaking to me in Chinese…very loud. It was so quiet in the book store that you could hear a water drop. She starts speaking to me in Chinese VERY LOUD and it just pissed me off. Then for some reason she starts asking me, oh my get these books, is this for school, what about this one, or this one, why not this one. AAAAAH SOSOOOOOOO FUCKIN’ louud. So I start distancing myself away from them, but the book store was small and the book shelves on the walls and it was a wide open area and couldn’t get away. I just try to walk away and not look at them like the rest of us. We are embarrassed by are parents, all them time, and try seperate ourselves when the parents don’t seem to fit into what society thinks of people. And it was all in Chinese and for half the time, I did not understand what she was saying ’cause I am CBC and I do not practice in the way of the FOB. She starts calling me all these cute names for some reason in public and calls my dad over. I fuckin’ hate it when Chinese parents don’t call each other by their given names. I hate it, almost probably all Chinese parents do..cept if they are white washed…my mom calls my dad daddy and my dad calls my mom mommy pisses me off, they can’t call each other by their first names. They scream to when they call each other which is so stupid. Then I get pissed off at my mom and lash out at her and then she starts speaking to me in English with bad grammer. The worst part is that she starts talking to me in the cute cuddly type of way that ALL FOBBY GIRLS do, that just pisses me off right there.